So here we are, my life as I know it is at an end and I'm onto potentially bigger and better things. I leave Ontario at the beginning of December and then I'm all the way over to the west coast BC for a concievable 5-7 years. It's been a crazy eight months in limbo, I honestly didn't believe the recruiting officer when he said that it could possibly be nine months before I had a place to live again. I think from now on I'll over exaggerate everything just to be safe lol.

So, like i said, everything I knew is coming to an end. A 2-year-tough-love friendship that I'll have to continue on the phone, friends, new and old, that I'll only see once a year if ever. What was thrown into a whirl wind of confusion and uncomfort will finally have stability and hopefully a refrigerator filled with my own food, all of my things back, and my best and oldest friend.

So emotionally, I'm conflicted, as you can tell in some of my most recent poems. I'm glad to be back to writing, it feels good to get those creative juices flowing again. I bought a sketch book a while back but I feel wierd drawing around people because everybody always wants to see and it distracts me and makes me stand out and I don't really want to. Also, I don't have any way of getting the images that I have drawn onto DeviantART. I've finally picked up a few books and am on my way to feeling like my old introverted self again! Yay!

So that's about it, I'm back on DeviantART for a few days i'll be off again though, as my life is thrown into a new challenge I have to face being that I'm going on my first trip back home since April and I'm moving directly after that without a home to move into I'll be living out of a hotel for a max month. Oh well, I'm sure it'll all work out relatively well in the end...

Here's to new beginnings!