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I've been away in a wonderful life of my own. For the first time in a long time I've felt comfortable enough to start drawing again.  Comfortable? Or desperate?  What is it exactly that makes me pick up that pencil and find a scrap book?  What is the source that gives me the desire to kneed my eraser until it's soft and pliable? Sometimes I need to be a recluse, to just escape my own mind and concentrate on something else for a while. Sometimes I have to describe my emotions in a visual or written way. Sometimes I get ideas that need to be declared to the entire world. Sometimes I want to do something nice for someone. Sometimes I just

So I'm in the midst of moving once again.  I feel like I can never stay in the same spot for more than a couple of years.  Whether it's a new job or a new location I'm constantly searching for the ultimate happiness... This one happens to be a spacious 2 bedroom for $900.00 per month!  Hopefully now I'll be able to get some sleep at night! What's also a huge relief is that now I'll have a sense of organization in my home.  Martha Stewertish I know, but I need a place that I can hide my computer and indulge in more creative and less mind numbing activities... A nice quiet, top floor corner unit is just what I need (with my own laundry room!

Things are progressing in an upward direction from here on out. I have a new man in my life who makes me feel infinitely better than anybody has ever in my entire 26 years on this planet... so i apologize to those of you who enjoyed my depressing poems about the loss and sadness of the most fleeting figures in my life but I don't think I'll be writing anymore of them!  He's totally like an male extension of me :) The Underwear Affair was a huge Success in Vancouver raising over half a million dollars in total, I contributed $1,190 something to the table which I can definitely be proud of.  It was a huge jump for me to go from never asking a